I want to be clear that this isnt a troll question, I was brought up a strict Christian and have never been able to ask sex questions at age 24 cos we were taught never to do it outside of marriage...anyway, around 20 hours ago, me and my partner were "fooling around" with eachother. I am almost sex phobic due to a pregnancy scare with a failed relationship in 2016 and ever since I put myself on a sex hiatus...then I started seeing a lovely guy in september. As you can see....we are taking it verrry slow. We have only made out...dry humped and fooled around with clothes on but last night, whilst still being cautious..we started to mutually masterbate IN OUR UNDERWEAR...(sorry, tmi!!!)..only very early stages though as we are both very shy with one another intimately. I felt him PC in his underwear and i also felt myself a little wet...the problem lies in the fact that after i was done touching him (neither of us finished as it was brief..) i went and panic-checked to see how wet i was...with some of the same fingers i used to make him feel good. My rational brain tells me we had absolutely no penetration(we lay next to eachother and not ON one another..) but the irrational panicky mind says - i was on my day 16/17 and though i ovulate very very early..(days 12-14) I feel risky...I went to a pharmacy around 4 hours ago where a nurse looked concerned and said "oh darling, yes thats risky, take it!"... along with a nice 30pound morning after pill.
I took this in 2016 and my periods were messed up after, along with dizzyness. Im due on in around 9 days.
Am I being irrational or should i take it?