Hi, I have two children, aged 4 and 2, I’m married and I’m currently doing a course to further my career. I have recently found out I’m pregnant, about 5 weeks I think, my first reaction was that I knew we couldn’t keep the baby, my husband works so much and is rarely home, I don’t have family or friends to support me at the best of times, my marriage has had a lot of issues things are ok at the moment but they can change like the wind, we have a lot of financial issues so need for me to be able to earn more money as soon as possible. We had never planned to have anymore children, I am so grateful for the two I have. But now I don’t know what to do for the best, I feel guilty already and haven’t had any appointments or spoke to anyone about an abortion. I know it will really affect me, mentally I’m not the strongest person and have suffered with depression on and off. I can't decide what to do for the best, it goes round and round in my head. I keep changing my mind on what to do. I feel as though sometimes I struggle with two so how would life be with 3 but then I also feel everything happens for a reason! If anyone could offer any advice I'd be really grateful! Thank you x