Hi ladies, I just need to rant my anger!
I'm 12 weeks today with my second pregnancy, and compared to my first pregnancy this time around has been horrendous to be honest. I'm thrilled to be pregnant of course, but my symptoms have been terrible. I've been naseous and vomitting since week 4 and continue to do so. I can barely eat, work, drive or just be normal, I have limited energy to look after my toddler.
To top it off, it's my birthday tomorrow and honestly I feel upset that I can't even stomach a piece of cake or a nice meal out etc because my appetite is so appalling and I've actually lost weight.
I just can't help but feel so resentful of my husband that his life doesn't seem to have changed a single bit. He doesn't understand that I've been home bound for several weeks now, lonely and fed up, and just continues to live his life as normal. I had an exceptionally down day today and needed his support tonight, but instead has gone to play pool with his friends and didn't even consider changing it.
Why can't he see how selfish he is being and learn to be there for me? I feel like I'm making all of the sacrifices, and I know it's me that's pregnant, but he doesn't seem to compromise on anything or try and understand how hard I'm finding it and how much I'm just desperate for some normality 😢