Posting to vent and see if anyone else in the world has been through this.
Booking bloods done later than ideally should have been at 11+ weeks.
Dating scan bloods done at 12 weeks and came back fine so didn't give the earlier bloods a second thought.
Fast forward 2 weeks and I got a call in the evening asking to see me at the hospital at my earliest convenience. Well, when I was told that my initial blood tests for hiv/syphilis/whatever else they check for etc had come back showing an equivocal result I nearly fell of my chair.
Apparently, even though the further analysis done all indicates towards a negative result, they needed to repeat the test to get a conclusive result. And low and behold, the second test has come back equivocal and now been sent on for further analysis.
Neither of us have a particularly risky sexual history and I'm finding the whole episode completely mortifying. It's also meant the support I'd normally reach for from friends and family is cut off as I cannot bring myself to explain what the potential implications are of my "extra appointments".
Everyone I have spoken to at the hospital has tried to reassure me that it is highly unlikely and more probable to be a reaction of my blood from the weird wonders of changes during pregnancy. That does not however, stop myself and my husband feeling completed revolted, terrified and completely crushed at the idea of one of us having potentially put our child at risk of congenital syphilis.
If anyone has any experience of this I'd love to hear from you. Waiting in limbo and also being informed that the community midwives who are meant to be looking after my antenatal care have been recording unproven results in my online notes is sending my anxiety through the roof!