I am 34 weeks and 3 days. I am under consultant care as I have gestational diabetes and am booked in for a csection 17th October. Little man was going crazy yesterday but today decided to scare me and hadn't moved much all morning so hospital had me up for monitoring. I was told normal heart rate anywhere from 110 to 160 and I'd be monitored for about 30 mins and I had to click everytime I felt him move. Of course as soon as I was hooked up he started his violent kicks where I see his leg come out or huge rolls. When he wasn't moving his heart was between 130 and 150 but the second he moved his heart would go up to between 165 and 177, once hit a 180 but then when he stopped moving back down to normal again. Midwife came in around 40 mins in and he'd not moved for around 10 mins then as had gone to sleep I think so she left me a while longer and he did a few more moves again heart went up. It also went up if I moved which I did a few times as bum going numb. On none moving it fast went back to normal. She came and unhooked me after about an hour and then took it to dr to look at but as she left the room said she wasn't worried. I was left for about 10 mins and she came back and said dr said everything ok and I was free to go. If I ever had another quiet even if tomorrow just ring up and they'll have me in again but otherwise she'll see me in diabetes clinic in 2 weeks (same midwife who does the clinic was one who saw me at the day unit today).
I keep trying to say none of them are concerned so why am I not reassured? It's been a tricky pregnancy so far and I am just so scared he's going to be taken away. I know it's only just over 3 weeks now till I see him at 38 weeks but it feels a lifetime away of me having to keep him safe :( He's had hiccups which are new to him, today 3x so far and usually after I have a big drink of water and stupidly I read it could be a cord problem. I had a scan Tuesday just gone and he was measuring ok at 34 weeks 5lb 7oz, his cord looked healthy as they lit it up and also I heard it. I guess today I just freaked out and now I can't calm that anxiety. 3 weeks seems so far away and I am going to worry rest of this pregnancy away. I am already terrified for the csection and how I will cope with it all and now I am worried about my little one :( I had a miscarriage Christmas Day and I was pregnant with this little miracle 6 weeks later and he means so much to me. Sorry for rambling