My midwife retired without telling me therefore I can't ring her for an opinion. was planning on trying to get referral for spd to a consultant or physiotherapist at mw app, when I went for appointment this week it was with a community midwife this time, I told her that I have spd just to be told it's normal and brushed off. However though I have been reading about spd affecting the birth and being in pain and it's giving me such bad anxiety to the point of crying I don't know what to do or who I can talk to about this. I've seen you musnt give birth laying down and I just can't see myself being able to go through it as opening my legs is absolute agony 😥Also I don't want birth to be damaging to the condition to the point where it doesn't go away after birth, what can I do 😥