I can't do this I'm not ready

[Hannabee123]

Nearing 3rd tri and I can't cope. I can't afford anything I can't afford to be on maternity my job pays shit even though I work anti social hours and have no life.
My partners family gets heavily involved with their opinions but I just want them to go away. My own family live 2 hours away so I can't just go to them.
My partner goes on saying how much my family hate me because I lash out and get moody with everyone and it hurts because I miss them to bits.
Got a rare day off work today and all I can seem to do is cry and think about dragging myself out shopping.
I know I have a roof over my head, a job and people that do care and some people are worse off but I can't help feeling so damn shitty, alone and way over my head.
I'm 22 I thought I could do this but fact is I can't I can't imagine life when it comes I never wanted to struggle in life

Oh poor you. It doesn't sound like your partner is very supportive? Could you go and stay with your family for a couple of days just to have a break? For a weekend or something? I know that won't solve any of the bigger problems but might make you feel more equipped to deal with them.

Oh sweetheart. Can you speak to your midwife about how you feel? Their job is to care for you, not just baby.

Be brave. If you will take too much stress, how you will cope with it. Job is not a great deal with pregnancy. I also done job during my first pregnancy. It was 9 hours job, from 9 AM to 6PM. It was a hectic routine. But I accepted it as a challenge rather than a burden. I was on my job till end of 8th month. I didn't feel any complications. I took leaves just one month before. You should give some time to yourself rather than listening to people. They don't imagine how tuff is your routine. Let them say what they want. I was alone during my pregnancy. My hubby was not with them. I managed all in a good way and never take stress of anything, anyone.

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