Hi everyone,
Just need a few fresh opinions to help me see clearly. Maybe tell me everything is fine, or everything isn't fine at all?
I am currently 39 weeks pregnant, I have a complicated pregnancy and birthing history (which I wouldn't go into - but involves the loss of a baby), which means I see a consultant as well as a midwife.
I am feeling extremely anxious at the moment, and I'm sure it's normal when you only have a week to go, but it seems to be consuming me. I have spoke to my consultant about my anxiety a few times, and he is very sympathetic and reassures me he won't let me go over my due date (although this isn't in writing).
Baby has always had a pretty distinctive movement pattern, but it slowed way down at 36 weeks. The movements were less, and not as strong. I went to my local MAU, and they were happy with baby and his movements. The movement pattern hasn't returned so I've accepted that it must have changed. All appointments with midwifes and consultant reassure me that everything is fine. I've also had a scan since then, and baby appears fine.
On Wednesday evening I hadn't felt baby move much. With midwifes advice I ate something sugary and had lots of water. It helped, and he started to move a little. I know I should have insisted on being seen on Wednesday, because I still felt anxious. Yesterday movements were pretty much back to the new 'normal'. Today baby has moved lots, and it seems to be now out of the new 'normal'.
I feel silly, but feel like I need to go to MAU to check that baby isn't distressed. Would you go?
I follow 'kicks count', and know the importance of movements, but do feel like I'm being over dramatic sometimes due to my anxiety.
If I were to go to MAU tonight (which I think I will - I'm just waiting for DH to return home from work and il call them), do you think due to my history and anxiety they would be willing to do a sweep today? Or would they do anything else?
I don't think I can go another week (when I see my consultant), to discuss plans of what to do next. I'm so worried something is going to happen to my baby, and il lose this baby too.
Would love to hear your thoughts?
Thank you for reading and sorry it was so long!