Firstly let me start by saying I wasn't with my current partner very long before I fell pregnant (now 34 weeks with both our First) she wasn't planned and from the very start I've offered him every opportunity to walk or stay and his answer has always been the same 'I want you and our baby- I want this family' I've known him for 3 years so thought I knew him fairly well as we were friend before dating but as I'm coming closer to my due date I'm did-liking him more and more to the point I've moved out. It firstly started when I got told I may have to have a C-Section due to a heart condition I've had since birth when I got home and explained what medics had advised his reply was 'well you have one of them and I'll never forgive you there's no need for one it's not like you'll die' which was actually the worry that my heart wouldn't cope with the strain of labour and could possibly cause me to die. Anyway at 30 weeks I had an eco scan and ecg and a major meeting with top consultants (which he didn't attend because the cows at work mean more) and my heart condition isn't as bad as when I was last seen and in fact I could go ahead with a natural labour! Then he finds something else to bicker about we're both keen hunts people (No Judging) we beat and shoot all through winter but this year my due date is the day before season starts so I asked today I wonder if I'll of had baby by then or if we will be sat at home waiting for her arrival - well with the reaction I got you'd of thought I'd literally just tried to end his life his reply was 'weather she's here or not I'll be going- just make sure your waters don't break that day' bearing in mind if my waters did go he'all be a good 45 minutes away from the hospital (without taking the dogs home first) with no fucking signal!! Is he for real!! I ignored it and asked so if she comes on her due date what are you going to do the Saturday (start of seaon) and his reply was 'go beating I'll only be there from 8am-8pm what's the big deal' so as you can imagine my wonderful bank holiday Monday was ruined. Also since I moved out I've got a gut feeling he's not being faithful (I found messages on his phone from a night out to another women inviting her round & saying we'd spilt) which isn't true! I don't know if I'm being overly picky due to hormones or if I'm right. Please someone help- also if I'm on my phone near him he's constantly over my shoulder it doesn't bother me as it's normally my mum or his mum checking I'm ok and I'll be playing panda pop🙈 yet if he's on his phone he has to sit at the other end of the living room or be at the bottom of the garden. I really didn't want to be a single mum but it's looking more and more likely the closer I get to my due date X