Right so please nobody judge me as this is hard enough as it is I'm nearly 33 weeks pregnant and been having lots of mad weird dreams about my ex he was my first love and we were together nearly 4 years we split because I couldn't cope with his lies and get over the fact he cheated (it was only a kiss) but recently I've been really missing him and wanting to make contact but don't dare as to I don't know how he would react I also don't want to as my partner now absolutely hates him. I was only with my current partner 5 weeks when I found out I was 2 weeks pregnant he was over the moon at the fact of becoming a dad and at the time I thought it was what I really wanted but now I'm scared and unsure I don't know if it's just hormones messing with my feelings but any advice would be great.