I am twelve weeks pregnant today, second pregnancy, and spd has started again.
My DH wants to tell everyone we are expecting as the scan is done, everything is fine and he is happy. Bu, I'm not. I still feel sick and throw up a lot, and now I'm in constant pain. When I have told people separately they have been so excited for me, and I just don't share it. I'm sick, miserable and in pain... no I'm not fucking excited.
I am waiting to see a physio, last time they were no use, and still see a chiropractor regularly as I never stopped getting twinges after my first was born.
I just feel so down, and need somewhere to moan. My gp has told me to take codeine, and wait for the physio.
I honestly was hoping the scan would say something was wrong, so the pain would stop. I'm a monster.