I'm 27 years old and I'm 11 weeks pregnant. my husband and I decided to try for children straight after we got married. We were both aware that it doesn't always happen as easy as ppl seem to think and was aware that it could take up to a year- however we were lucky and we are having a honeymoon baby.
I am extremely happy though I still feel a bit disconnected as I haven't had a scan yet etc and I know that it will come with time after I get a proper bump and don't just feel fat but I'm struggling with an emotion I didn't think I would- guilt.
The only way I can described it is like survivors guilt I guess. I have a few friends that have been trying for children for a long time- my best friend has been trying for almost 2 years. I know they are happy for me but I can't help but feel so guilty that everything so far (fingers crossed) has gone so well and they have struggled with conception and miscarriage.
They are so happy for me but I feel I don't want to talk about my pregnancy scared that I don't want to rub it in their face- not that I think they think that- I don't know I just don't know how to stop this feeling! I want to enjoy my pregnancy not be scared to talk about it Anyone got any advice? X