This is my first pregnancy and I was really happy until I went for my first antenatal booking appointment and was told because I am very overweight, I am at more risk of blood clots and so from 28 weeks I need a blood thinner injection - which I have to inject into myself, every day for the rest of the pregnancy.
I'm terrified of needles and have no idea how I will be able to bring myself to do that (even though I know I have to) and the midwife also said it will hurt, and it will bruise - so my bump will end up black and blue. I cried when she told me that and have been really sad ever since - I'm also worried because I read that when you are on this blood thinner you might not be able to have an epidural and I am completely terrified of going into labour anyway let alone without the most effective form of pain relief.
I really want to be happy about being pregnant - we haven't even told anyone yet as I'm just over 10 weeks - but I feel so sad and scared at the thought of the injections and giving birth without pain relief. Is anyone else going through this or has done in the past and can reassure me it won't be as bad as I fear?