TED do i do?
I'm almost 41,2 Dd's aged 11 and 5 next month,Dd1 has Asd and is very hard work,Dd 2 has started copying behaviour recently so full on to at moment,I'm not living with their dad,was sterilized at time of c section 5 years ago so am absolutely gobsmacked,I really don't rhi k i could cope with another,had ONE after both Dd last time so bad I was suicidal and under crisis team.
But the thought of having an abortion I'm not sure i could live with either,although my head is telling me this is the most 'practical'we are already overcrowded in a small house,I would get no extra financial help because of the child tax credit limit and my Dd1 hates the younger sibling she already has let alone another.Dad no real support either.