I'm approx 12+6 tomorrow and have my scan at 10.30 tomorrow.
I am terrified. This is my fourth pregnancy, and will be our third baby. Our second son was stillborn at full term in 2011.
I had early bleeding with my eldest and youngest boys so we had had early reassurance scans at 6 weeks with them.
I've been feeling crap, although am now getting better and my tummy is huge. I have terrible PGP and have already had to have physio.
However I am still scared. I feel terrified at the thought of going into a scan room. I am scared to go in the same room where they told us our baby had died. I don't want to tell our parents bad news again. I know it's crazy and irrational but I am just so frightened.
I worry that people will say what are you worrying about, you've had a healthy baby since you lost your baby. But my head doesn't work like that.
Roll on tomorrow!