Pregnant and terrified

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Hey guys

I've just found out 2 weeks ago I'm pregnant we were trying for 5 months in sheer desperations then when we weren't thinking about it I all of a sudden became pregnant.....

How ever now that I'm actually pregnant I'm having severe doubts my relationship isint at its best I find my self hating my partner but not sure if I actually hate him or it's hormonal secondly I'm absolutely terrified of giving birth this is my second baby my first is nearly 8 and I wasn't scared first time around I had an emergency section and coped really well but this time I'm proper crapping it

Again is this a hormonal thing one day am positive and happy then the next I'm asking do I really want to go ahead with this which is really sad because Thers ppl out ther desperate for a baby and now I've been giving a chance I'm shying away from it

I'm absolute terrified to the point I'm crying every day it's horrible please help

Do you think you might have anxiety/depression? Perhaps you ought to ask the GP for help. You obviously can't talk to your partner about all of this, but are there any friends you could confide in?

There Is antenatal depression

Probably you are having a resurfacing of issues from your first traumatic birth and would benefit from counselling or talking to someone?

You can have a scheduled c section this time if you wanted - it's a very different experience to an emergency one.