5 weeks Pregnant

[Leanne17]

Hi

So I just sort of need to talk! I've just found out I'm 5 weeks pregnant and altho I'm happy I can't get excited. I had a early miscarriage middle of January and now I am so paranoid. Every time I go to the toilet I'm checking for blood, everytine (sorry for tmi) I feel discharge I think I've started bleeding. I know it's not healthy and I don't want to be like this I'm just terrified.

I have 2 boys already and have lost 2.

I just don't want to feel like this, this baby is so wanted and will be our last.

I guess it's easier talking to people who understand more then my partner altho he tries it's not quite the same

Xx

I phoned and spoke to the midwife who was lovely, she said I could go wait in a&e or see how I feel after the weekend then go to doctors and get referred for an early scan. A&e wasn't really an option having two boys already.

Been doing bits around the garden which has helped take my mind off things,

I agree I've had 2 miscarriages and it's never easy. The paranoia to come after having them To is inexplainable... my partners been fab and has pretty much said to just chill (I felt like this with my youngest son)

I think that's what you think too because you've had one before your definitely going to have one again! As silly as it sounds I'd be happy to feel nauseous just to confirm that things are ok xx

Leanne just think every pregnancy is different and it doesn't mean it's over. No amount of stress or worry will change the outcome (this is a bit rich coming from me as I am the most anxious person going!) X

How are you today