17 weeks HATE being pregnant

[babyunicornvomit]

Firstly, I love my growing bump. I love sitting in bed and rubbing my tummy and my OH is so excited and all that is magical.

Everything else, I hate. Constant gas, bloating and constipation have become the norm. Random bouts of morning sickness, heavy colds (spent the last two days in bed only getting out to be violently sick), bad skin, hot and cold spells, feeling fat and unattractive (I've always had body issues), nausea and general fatigue.

Anyone else feeling like this?! I'm so so happy to be pregnant but am hating the actual process and not even half way through! Up to 8 weeks I loved it, but the last 9 it's been terrible.

I hate being pregnant. Hate feeling bloated, how my body changes. My huge boobs. Not being able to have a Friday night drink. But it's temporary, so I remind myself of that.

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I can honestly say I would have considered an abortion if my mam hadn't known about the pregnancy so early it's been nightmarish.
It's my first so I've no proof it's worth it in the end either