Yes MM. C&W is close to my house.
I'm really in the process of figuring out what I want, which requires figuring out what is available and why various techniques are done. I know I need to be flexible but I feel that the more I know, the better positioned I'll be to battle for what I want over what is convenient, etc.
I'm also experiencing a little culture shock, I think.
For instance, I have never in my life heard of someone having to bring their own disinfectant to a hospital. They are supposed to be the most sterile places on the planet. I'm having a hard time with that.
I know a home birth makes great sense but it's my first and I'm scared of the pain and what if there is a complication that puts the baby at risk. I live close but not THAT close. Traffic still sucks.
Hence all the questions. Sorry for the novella, skip over me if I'm getting boring!