How much stress can one person take? I can't take anymore. Really uncomfortable in family home not getting on with stepdad he enjoys winding me up I snapped this evening and called him a fucking dickhead i lock myself away in my room.
All my friends are far away babies dad left me and met someone else 4 weeks after we found out I'm pregnant. Scared I'm going to be a shit mum and my son will end up dead or on heroin like my brothers. I had a lovely job and home but all went wrong when I got pregnant because of my ex. My car is fucked and is going to cost me £800! I feel like having my baby and leaving him in hospital and running away. Sounds dramatic but the thought of bringing my son up around this mess terrifies me. I just want my old life back before I met my ex I had a lovely flat and went out for nice meals with friends after work and went shopping on my lunch for clothes. Now I'm broke on maternity pay living in a shitty room around my messed up family everyday and about to be sleep deprived.
Tell me this will get better please or is my life ruined now.