Found out I was expecting about 3 weeks ago il be around maybe 9 weeks by now it's all very hush hush right now incase of complications. I already have a very active 18 month old boy from a previous relationship who my fiancé has taken on as his own due to an absent biological father.
Pregnancy with my first was emotional draining due to being in a mentally abusive relationship at the time but physically I can't remember feeling this bad. I'm really struggling already with sickness and nausea.
I'm constantly feel ill I've let the house work slip majorly it's a big house and there's 3 kids under 8 living in it so you can imagine the state. I had keytones in my urine when I went to doctors about a kidney infection and was told that I need to start eating.
I'm struggling to find the ability to eat in fear il vomit again which has happened a lot when I do eat. I have no recollection of pregnancy feeling anything like this could it be something else going on not just morning sickness?
It's making me really unhappy about the pregnancy feeling like this to the point I'm queastioning if I can cope for the remaining months and when the baby is here. My doubts are upsetting my partner as he wants the baby and was very happy where as I'm not. 
