I'm 30+5 with ds1, i really cannot wait to have a baby; but i dont know how much more of pregnancy i can take to be honest! I feel really bad because i know most women say it's amazing and they love it but i honestly really don't. He seems to be awake all the time and has been head down for about a month now so is constantly either hitting my bladder or lady parts with his head or my ribs with his feet. It's making everything really difficult; sometimes i'm struggling to walk properly because of how low he is; getting to sleep on a night is horrendous and if i wake up for any reason (which i do every night cos u can guarantee 3am ill need to pee!) most days i don't end up being able to get back to sleep. This means i'm exhausted all the time. I seem to be getting braxton hicks quite alot this week and theyre becoming more uncomfortable. I literally just keep bursting into tears and told oh last night i dont know how ill cope if hes late and i have to do another 11 weeks of this. But i find it hard to talk to my family; i took an od a few years ago and so anytime i say im struggling to cope they understandably freak out and then they spend all their time watching me like a hawk so i get frustrated that i sometimes just want some peace and quiet.
Sorry for the little rant but i really needed to get it off my chest and maybe get some advice on how to cope for potentially the next 11 weeks!?!