Am a bit tearful at the mo as all my housemates are going to a club tonight. Initially I wasn't gonna go but then reconsidered and thought a night out to have a boogie would be nice as I don't go out very often anymore. So got ready, hair and make-up all done, got dressed to the best of my wardrobes abilities (bit depressing as nothing fits anymore!). Then found out that everyone going out has been put on the guest list for the club, and when someone asked if my name had been put down the response given by my flatmate was 'ummmmm, i think so.....'
There's a bit of a pre-club party going on at the flat that we all knew about, but walked out into the kitchen/living area and found about 50 new faces stood looking me up and down. Half of them all beautiful, skinny blonde types who looked at me like i'm a lepor cause i'm 6 months pregnant. I feel so deflated, think i'm being silly but it's made me feel so crap! The fact that my own flatmate didn't remember to put my name down for this list has kind of made me feel invisable too.
Keep getting really tearful about it and i'm sure it's just my hormones but I really do feel like I should just hibernate in my room till babies here and let them all get on with it and stay away! I don't want them to stop having a good time or anything, but like I've said it's left me feeling really low and like someone's popped my little bubble if that makes any sense.
Moan over, needed to get that out my system!
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