I know the answer to this question already but I'm currently completely freaking out - I've been feeling incredibly nauseous, sleepy, and emotional the past couple days; things I've associated with an upcoming period and personal things.
I thought it was due to me taking Folic Acid late at night (I take it along with epilepsy medication in case of pregnancy) but I've been doing that for weeks and it hasn't bothered me. I decided against taking some tonight to see if that was the issue, but I still feel nauseous.
It's now only occurred to me that I've had sex this month (2nd to last day of period). We used protection, no breaks, no tearing, no leaking. Could I be pregnant?
Stupid question, I know I could be. Why this couldn't have crossed my mind at a time when shops are open I don't know. But I'm completely and uttering freaking out.
All I've done this month is drink and smoke, I've been completely stressed and I didn't want to be blessed with another child yet due to medication I'm taking, my weight, my anxiety and other personal things. What do I do? How do I stop myself from freaking out for another 6 hours or so?
The reason I'm freaking out most is that I just don't believe me or the father is ready for another blessing of a child.
We lost our beautiful daughter nearly 2 years ago. She had just turned two and we're still coming to terms with the loss. Her 4th birthday just passed and the anniversary of her death is coming up.
I'm freaking out. I know I shouldn't, I know I need to wait until I can go to a store and buy a test. But I just can't help but feel so scared.
I just needed to write... Something.