I am 22 and have a five year old. I had a miscarriage two months ago. After I started birth control because I didn't want to risk pregnancy again and I am pregnant again. I just found out yesterday because my period was due and didn't come and normally my cycle is like clockwork. I took a test and it was positive! The only symptom I have is sore nipples so that's nice. I don't feel ready for this baby being that I am so young and things didn't work out the first time around. I am afraid of the same thing happening this time. However, I must admit I could tell my son would love a sibling. It's me that's not ready. My boyfriend is happy. I did not want a child with him being that he is controlling and I just don't see this going well. However, I have had three abortions in my past. I think it's safe to say I need to take responsibility for my actions. Not only that but I'm sure it's not good for my body. I already have a guilty conscience about it and l believe that I will pay with some form or cancer in the future. Maybe breast cancer. My boyfriend has a decent sized house in which I would move in with him. And my son too whenever he is with me because his father and I have 50/50. I really don't know. I just need advice.