Hi all, I'm just looking for a little advice/company. I've been epileptic since I was 9, so the condition is most certainly nothing new for me, however being pregnant is. I'm well medicated and despite some glitches during my late teens and early 20's, (I'm now 35) I'm very responsible with my medication.
I saw my neurologist a few months ago and discussed the plans my partner and I had to start a family. Lucky me, I don't have to change my meds and have already been taking folic acid for a couple of years. I was reassured off everything and I wasn't stressed about and epilepsy affecting my future pregnancy. I was really positive.
Yesterday afternoon I had a seizure out of the blue; my first in over a year. It has left me feeling more vulnerable than usual. I'm only 5 weeks pregnant and although I know they are pretty hardy little things, I'm terrified that all that jerking could harm my baby. More to the point, I'm even more terrified about what could happen if this happens again in say 7 months time.
Maybe I was living in a relaxed bubble before, I've never let my epilepsy get the better of me, but now it's not just me anymore. I feel like I can't trust my brain to be careful with my baby; does that make sense? I'm just a little shaken (no pun intended!) and would love to hear from some women in the same boat.