Hi all.
Not sure if it's the right place to post this, apologies if it's wrong.
My story
(AUGUST) I got pregnant very quickly, (v.happy) then noticed a little spotting at about 5/6weeks.. went for early scan, nothing there, other than the sac. They had said I'd had a m/c . Took blood etc, Then asked me to come back in a few days to check levels and to see what they were doing..
My levels were still very high, so they had to re-scan (broke my heart) it was internally, which made me feel absolutely vile. :( they then said that the sac had grown, and was just earlier on than first thought.. and had a 50/50 chance of baby developing. Didn't know how to feel. . Went home, started bleeding again, went back to epu and they scanned AGAIN and told me it was a mc. I was numb, had to take the medication, that failed, so scanned internally once more! :( and sac was collapsed so needed the medication again.. This time it did it's thing.
But.. we thought I was pregnant again last week.. 9 days late, nausea.. AF came.. absolutely devistated I was so sure.. as was oh. But now; I think it's probably me being selfish, but oh just keeps making excuses when it comes to sex.. just not interested.. but will happily watch porn and get himself off to that . Sorry.. lol.
Just don't know what to do.. He wanted to try again as soon as AF had gone.. its been 4 days; nothing.
I feel ugly, unwanted & just plain shite if I'm honest.
I've tried talking to him.. but just denies making excuses.
:( :( just want to start my family.
Sorry for the rant.
X