Hi I found out I had a silent miscarriage on 4th December at my first scan. My boyfriend had been a bit hit and miss, my mum came over last weekend for example and needed to be driven about 30 miles home and return journey. He couldn't be bothered so I ended up doing it even though wasn't really in a fit state emotionally to be driving that far. So we had a row and said all the things you say that he didn't understand how I was feeling etc. then he got better and did loads round house etc and seemed to be a lot more supportive. I had to have medical intervention yesterday and went through the awful experience of taking tablets. Last night he said he was going out drinking for a bit even though I had taken tablets in afternoon. He then changed his mind at last minute when he saw I was in pain. Normally not bothered about him going out etc, but needed him last night. Anyway then tonight he went out for what he said was a 'couple of hours' with WORK. To then roll in at 4 am. I have argued with him about it accusing him of all sorts, can't believe he would stay out with people from work who he normally hates the sight of till 4am and come home trolleyed when we only lost our baby yesterday.. That just seems crazy to me. Or is this my hormones going crazy ? I have said was there someone there he was flirting with to keep him there so long ? In a way that would make more sense however upsetting then the alternative that he just wanted to leave me to deal with the miscarriage on my own. I know he probably needs some light relief but I just think it's totally insensitive and childish to want to go out on a bender right this weekend.. Couldn't he have waited a week even ? None of it makes sense and I'm worried something else is going on.