I'm knackered, ill, and can't bloody sleep argh! Went to bed early tonight so I wouldn't feel exhausted and crap for once and I've just been lying awake stressing.
I'm so stressed about the next several months... work, money, when to go on mat leave, being on mat leave, the impact of a new sibling on DS1, juggling different childcare settings, having to ask my boss for yet another change of hours to accommodate preschool, juggling a baby and a three year old, finding a new job potentially, potty training DS1, getting stretch marks, not eating healthy or exercising enough and the impact on the baby, not having enough energy to entertain the toddler and ending up sticking on the telly, constant pregnancy anxiety brought on in the main by having a MMC earlier this year... Feel like I'm going mad.vi feel like I can barely keep on top of the basics at the moment, like washing, cooking, going to work.
Sorry there isn't much point to this post. Only that I thought writing down all the stuff going on in my head might help...