I am now 30 weeks pregnant and having got over the awful sickness and dry retching of the first four months I now feel like a sore achey exhausted whale. that aside I have come to terms with being pregnant but have just realised that I haven't thought much about the actual 'having another baby' bit.
I am now flooded with abject terror of how I will cope with a 6 yr old a 21 month old and a newborn.
I am actually really scared, how come it's taken me this long to really realise that this is going to be hard and scary. someone please tell me some reassuring things please