Posted last week cos I was spotting at 6 weeks and about to go to New York, and some of you gave me some really good advice to go and try to enjoy it.
Well, I had a great week, but on the second day I ended up in an emergency room for 4 hours cos the spotting was worse (BTW, in FOUR HOURS I got triage, blood tests, two scans, an anti-D shot and every single doctor, nurse and orderly explained things and said 'be well' or 'hope it works out' - compare that to nurse who refused to talk to me in my local hospital 4 days before...).
So, the bleeding stopped and we saw our little bean's heartbeat. The rest of the week was great.
And yesterday I started bleeding again. Still only enough to see when I wipe, really, and tho it started reddy-brown is now just brown stain.
Am booked for scan at EPU tomorrow morning and I'm freaking out. Am I right in thinking that having seen a heartbeat once means much less chance of m/c?
I know if it isn't meant to be, it just isn't. I know my doctor's right when he told me this morning not to be too upset if it went 'because the next pregnancy may well be fine'.
but I want this one...