Did anyone else feel like this?

[coneywonder]

Hi ladies,

I've had a good few moans on here today so apologies if you've had enough of me but I'm 41 weeks today and because I convinced myself that this baby was coming early and was told today my cervix is still high and closed I feel like there's not a baby in there anymore, that's it's not going to happen. I understand how absurd this sounds but did anyone else feelthis way? I feel like if I went into labour now I'd totally freak out even though I want my baby I feel like I've imagined the whole thing!!

I felt a bit like this yesterday. Although only 37 + 5. Woke up and convinced myself that baby wasn't moving and was no longer there. Tummy seemed different. Then saw MW (heard heartbeat) was sent to hospital where i sat for 5 - 6 hours with BP being monitored, baby being monitored, blood tests etc and that all convinced me it was true again! And sent me into a panic that i might have to have baby early.

I really feel for you. I'm struggling at this stage, finished work yesterday and have to go back to hospital Friday. So fed up.