warning big moaning post... Sorry
So basically I'm feeling fed up, my 1st was born in Dec 2013 and I was back and forward to the hospital non stop for most of the pregnancy with appointments because she was underweight. Then when she was 4 weeks old I was taken into A and E with pancreatitis twice. And again in May with jaundice and pancreatitis, had surgery in July. I just started getting back to normal and found out I was pregnant in November. This pregnancy has been worse than the last . I 've had blood clots at 8weeks and been on clexane injections ever since and have to stay on them untill baby is 6 weeks, I've had constant nausea and back ache. I'm also suffering with pelvic girddle pain, My scans are showing I have anterior low placenta so I'm constantly ready to rush of to the hospital with bleeding, And on top of all that I have gout which is flaring up if I walk for more than 20mins or so, and at my last clinic appointment I found out I'm anemic which explains why I'm exhausted all the time. I'm so fed up of having to deal with 1 thing after another. I just want to feel like me again and I've still got weeks to go, I know my dh and mum are really worried about me and I just feel like I'm moaning constantly. I'm trying really hard to be a good mum to my dd who is still only 17months but somedays I just need to rest and it's not fair for her.
I want my baby here so I can get back to normal!