Morning sickness starting yesterday. Spent all morning puking. Thought of anything dairy is making me heave. Dh thinks it hilarious to keep making references to dairy which is making it worse for me. I've asked him to stop but he just carries on to the point where I'm really getting angry. He then goes upstairs to the toilet. 30 mins later I decide to get lunch ready. Cooking sausages really start to make me feel ill, trying to get my 2 kids to tidy up while I struggle to cook. Dawns on me he has disappeared. Go upstairs and he is just lying on the bed watching TV. Ask him to come downstairs to help. I go back to cooking and 5 mins go by... He hasn't even moved. It took a lot of persuading to get me pregnant again, he wanted a third child so much and I asked him to step up and help me if we did. Promises promises and now his behaviour has told me he isn't going to do anything. I lost it... Told him I don't like him, I'm now trapped with three kids and how I'll never be able to get away from him. He is always miserable and now I'm stuck with a miserable idiot. I feel so angry at myself for getting into this situation. I even slammed the frying pan on the oven. Which gave him another excuse to have a go at me. I feel like a mess