Hi without going into too much personal detail, I lost my dad last year through a horrible tragedy and have been relying on 20-40 ml of citalapram up until I found out I was pregnant. I discussed everything with my doctor and was worried about the medication causing birth defects or MC so I stopped my medication 5/6 weeks ago. Last few days I have been feeling really down and depressed and feel 'the black cloud' coming back over me. I Just want some information/advice about using antideptessants whilst pregnant and if there are some safer than others. I don't want to harm my baby in anyway but at the same time i can't really cope without them 