Well, further to my post about evaporation lines on Saturday (v v v v faint ? +ve pg test) I've done two more tests today, both from the same pot of wee. One a definite -ve, one another v v v v faint +ve. So I have to assume I am pregnant, but I am devastated. I already have 4 children (youngest 12 months) and I didn't want any more. We had been using condoms religiously, just had one 'accident' where it split and I took the morning after pill asap. I've been considering termination, but I just don't think I could go through with it in the end. Our house is tiny, really miniscule and although we were going to have a small extension next year it will still be too small. I was also applying to do midwifery training in 2008 and now that will have to go on hold again (already postponed it once because of having ds3)
Don't know what else to say, I'm just so fed up and p*ed off, it feels so unfair when there are so many people who are desperate to have children