Scan today. Not looking forward to it.

[soontobemummyof2]

I feel so horrible that im not stupidly excited like I was with my first.

This is my second baby and fell pregnant quite unexpectedly. Myself and my husband are going through a bit of a bad patch and he's been living with his mum for the past couple of months while we have a bit of space, so not the ideal time to get pregnant.
Hubby has also said that he didn't want any more children so he is not very happy about the whole thing, meaning I'm really struggling to be excited about it too even thought I've always wanted another one.
I'm hoping that seeing our little one today on the screen might help get us both excited about the prospect of the addition to our family.
I feel like such a horrible person.

I felt really different about my secnd pregnancy. Hubby and weren't having a great time and the pregnancy wasn't planned.
We had miscarried twice before conceiving DD1 and so I was ecstatic when we got to scan stage with her but I didn't quite feel the same excitement. It was only at the 12 week scan that I started to bond with the baby.
I'm now lying with her on my chest sleeping and love her to pieces.
I hope the scan goes well and you and hubby can sort things out xx

Good luck for today sounds like a difficult situation for you both