Okay so my partner has been an utter tit lately. Am almost 21 weeks pregnant and only just feeling normal again after sickness pretty much till the past 2 weeks.
Basically I feel like he would rather be anywhere than be with me. He is disinterested in me and barely talks to me and when he does he is bad tempered and argumentative. I hate it. We aready have 3 children together eldest being 11 youngest being 2. Had enough of treading on egg shells .
yesterday he had the day off work, tjought we could spend time togethet fat chance he said he went the shop - 2 hrs passed so I messaged him said he was at his friends house, was a further hour before he came home.
Soon as he got back he was straight on his phone upstairs in bed watching tv whilst I was downstairs sorting kids out. Thats another yhing he is so secretive about his phone always on it wont let it out his sight. Am not yhe type to snoop but somethings not right.
He knows how I feel I have spoke about I time and time again. He also likes to drink. Alot. The sort of person who cant just have one drink has to get plastered :(
So tonight I arranged to go cinema witha friend low and behold he has arranged badminton withhis worker. This was at 530pm. Its now gone 10pm and not heard a thing. He has ignored my messages (whatts app so I know he has read them) and I dont know where he is or what he's doing.
One guess at the pub yes hes driving his work van and will be very drunk. He doesn't give a shit. Afterall its ony his licence and his business he will lose if he gets caught. We live in a rural area so can't get anywhere without a car. My fsmily and friends are 90 mile away. I have one friend around here and barely see her as she works full time. I feel cut off, lonely and horribly paranoid and now trapped :(