I just want to start off by saying not being judged would be perfect, I could really do with some advice and not a grilling. I've always wanted children so in my past serious relationship we never used contraception, with no luck (including one early miscarriage) conceiving, along with other things I went to the doctors and am currently awaiting a laparoscopy for endometriosis. Doctors haven't confirmed it, infact they don't agree but in my head I'm infertile. Anyway, I've recently split with my long term boyfriend and have been having a really hard time. I've been going out drinking a lot and just not really looking after myself. To get to the point, I've had unprotected sex with three people in a month. I do know them all, they're not strangers. Two of them I'd rather not have any more contact with & the last one is an old fling. Il use their initials to explain. I slept with A 4 times, 2 weeks later I slept with B then last night I slept with M. I'm due on my period tomorrow so that sort of rules M out. I just want people's opinions, I feel terrible for saying it but I don't know where my heads at with wanting to be pregnant in these circumstances. I'm really not this sort of person, I don't do stuff like this & I don't know how it'd react if I were pregnant. I'd die of shame having to tell people I don't know who the dad is and how would I tell them?? Or my family! I obviously will find out whether I am or not asap but just, if I were.. And you were in my shoes, what would you do?