So scared, brought back down to earth.

[onefootinthebed]

I had a misscarried in June and l didn't cope well l think, we have tried again and l am now 5 weeks pregnant, l have been trying not to be too excited because l feel really anxious, l am not sleeping and feel like crap due to this and feeling anxious. Last night l wiped and there was a slightly bloody streak so l have waited all night to bleed l havn't slept and feel lie crying.

I know it normal to have a bit of blood but l feel like its just going to happen again.we had a lovely family day yeasterday and we had a lovely evening and l allowed a little bit of hope into my heart and then there was the blood,

How am l gonna get past this l can't be stressing out for the next 8 months?

I feel for you onefoot, and I think the short answer is that you won't get past it.

It'll get easier as you get further on and start to feel baby move (I imagine, I haven't hit that point yet).

for you, the next few weeks are going to be hard.

Big Big hugs OneFoot i genuinely feel your pain. I am so sorry for your loss. I too miscarried in June and i too and pregnant again, I have been terrified to get too excited incase i go through it again. I have booked a private scan for tomorrow - it is the only thing that will reassure me that i am either on the right path to a healthy pregnancy or once again i have lost a baby.

If you can afford it go private. I only booked the appointment last night and i'm being seen tomorrow. It is worth the peace of mind. I don't think i will stop worrying until a baby is in my arms.

All the best!!

Thanks, I went to the midwife shop today for a little reassure.i know them well from having my da. Feeling abut calmer this evening. Fingers crossed it all goes well.

Hope you are ok!!!

Thanks Leanne hope it goes well tomorrow,I'm going to speak to my dh tomorrow re a private scan. I think he will agree seeing as he found me in tears this morning. Luckily I am only on half day tomorrow then off next week. I think I can just rest then .

I second the reassurance of an early scan, although its unlikely you'll get it on nhs theyre not necessarily too expensive. Theres also a very supportive pregnant after miscarriage thread on here. It does get easier but it takes a while! I hated the pressure of feeling that I should be enjoying pregnancy while just being terrified. Glad you're feeling calmer and that you have a mw to contact

I have just found one for £60, I think I am just going to book it and keep my fingers crossed.