I can't believe it. It is such a shock I have a baby at 11 months and a 3 year old we weren't having anymore.we have no family near us. I'm not feeling good about this and I want to be I should be. Husband is shocked too and negative. I'm lost and um worried about SPD had it with second it didn't get awful but I hear it gets worse. Oh god...... I want to be excited I can't I feel so bad for my other babies they will get no time from me help!!!!