I feel so nervous about everything in life at the moment, nothing particular just everything.
I'm 35, and 30 weeks pregnant with no 3. I keep feeling like my heart is going to beat out of my chest. Getting gradually worse. I mentioned it at 20 week scan and they referred me for a 24 hour ecg. I had it done on the 4th sept, but haven't heard back from it. I had an appointment 2 weeks after on maternity so I as joked if they had the results but they hadn't been analysed by then.
Then over the last previous week, my vision went weird 3 times for about half an hour each time, like a kaleidoscope around the outside of my vision. So I thought I'd see midwife for a check up.
I went on weds, and said I'm feeling anxious all the time, and I dint know why, and that my vision had been going a bit funny. The HCA did my bp while the midwife was listening to me and it was a bit high, she said just feel her pulse which I knew was racing. They checked baby heart then re did my bp which was 150/65 and pulse was 135 so they sent me to the day unit at the hospital. They had me on monitors etc and gave me a good check over, I told them about ecg but nobody can find the results. So I have to go again on 6 th oct to see if they have found them.My bp came down and my pulse was about 110 when I left the day unit. Blood came and urine came back fine.
I ve also had a (tmi) snotty discharge but only when I go to the loo in a morning for about a week. It's not there when I have a wee in the day or through the night, it's that first wake up wee? No smell or pain.
I had a similar discharge at the beginning of my pregnancy but it went ages ago, swabs came back clear.but said I had cervical ectropian but that's common and not to worry, although I don't know if it causes discharge.
I've also found 2 tiny lumps in my right breast, I was going to mention it to midwife on weds but it was all a rush and then the hospital were that busy I just didn't want to tell them, they must think I'm a right hypochondriac.
I don't even know why I'm writing this long post, I just don't know. What's wrong with me. I hate feeling nervous, it's not constant but it is frequent.
I am a TA in a primary school, and have been given a very challenging group this year, I don't think that's helping but I don't want to tell work I'm finding it hard as I feel a failure.
I also had a difficult birth last time (my youngest is nearly 10) so I've requested a section, I had one with my first as she was breech, they have said I can have one so I don't think it's that I'm worried about.
Thanks for reading sorry for waffling