Scared and alone! Again..

[Kimberly1987]

Hi all first time post,

I'm having my second baby, my eldest is 9 this year.. I had my beautiful daughter at 17 and had to raise her by my self till the last 6months I met a great guy and shortly fell pregnant much to our surprise he was all on bored with it and wanting to keep baby.. I was so sacred to be left again to raise the baby so took me a long time to be happy and not scared. I finally got passed my fear and then my fear come true!

We broke up, even asked if a termination was possible clearly I couldn't go through with it. And wanted to continue with my pregnancy. I do not regret my decision I am so happy to be having another baby.

But I thought I was about to get my little family unit I've dreamed of for so long. He is still playing a part in out child's life and will pay for baby too.

I've never felt so alone and scared. Yes I done this before and it was so hard. I don't want to do alone again.

Wish I could get passed not having my happy little family I've dreamed of.

Any one else going through the same thing or experienced it?

Sorry to read this, me and my DP split up for 7 months when my son turned 1, found it really hard and lonely. We're now back together and having our 2nd baby due in October. We still have our differences but took time apart to realise were meant to be together. Is there any chance you can sort things out? X

He has to move 300 miles away, he works away a lot aboard up 3-6months out the year.

I don't want to leave my support network of family and friends. He doesn't think it's fair for me to do that either. did offer to try and save our relationship.

Honestly there could be a possibility of us getting back together but we are staying separate untill I guess he really figures out if he wants to move. I really don't want to get my hopes up in thinking we will either. His job is his dream job and me failing pregnant wasn't really part of either of our plans.

There is nothing wrong with our relationship, we got along so well. I think he is running scared and really freaked out. It's his first. X