so my 20 week scan is on Monday and im so full of fear its actually made me cry! ive had two scans one at 10 weeks one at 12.5 which was the last scan I had all was fine, I had my heart beat apt at 16 weeks again a good heart beat and midwife was really happy with everything.
im growing what seems to be on point, but im yet to feel movements well I say that I have thought I have felt then just brushed it off as gas as people have said when you feel movements you will know unless im just crap at all of this!
I always worry like crazy before all appts but im full of fear, fear that the babies heart has stopped or that something is wrong. I know I have had a growth spurt since the heart beat apt but im still so so scared itll all be bad news I wish I wasn't like this! OH wont have any negative thoughts what so ever and gets abit annoyed at times as I always worry- wish I could be more posstive and look forward to these scans!