all of a sudden last ngith i was talking to h2b about the birth of our dc2 and he was on about the c section and he was blasa about it which irked me slightly but i have been thinking today (not a good idea) and i cant believe how terrified i am of it i had a c section b4 but emcs and hubby and mum were there with me when i had epidural but it was the thought of the walk down to theatre then leaving my h2b who is my rock in another room as i have my biggest phobia done to me! im nearly in tears thinking about it now. i think im ok witht the c section as i ahve no other choice really baby is breach and low lying placenta but im absolutly sc\red stiff and more likely to waddle quickly in opposite direction than to operating theatre! im fed up with being pregnant and want3 it over but its the whole idea od the spinal and me being on my own that brings me to panic stations i think i might have a panic attack whilst they do it! or cry!