My last pregnancy ended in an mmc found at 13 weeks, my baby measured 9 +4.
Today I am 11 +1 and have my scan next thursday at exactly 12 weeks.
I'm very stressed and worried about it. This time I have a inkling that baby is ok (touch wood) and unlike last time I still have symptoms. I had a scan at 7 weeks which showed a heart beat, but obviously that doesn't mean something hasn't gone wrong since.
It doesn't help that my uncles funeral is the day before, I am going with my parents and am staying the night the night before, dp isn't going as he has dsd to look after and hadn't met this uncle as I didn't see him very often. My anxiety is added to by the fact that I am very worried we will get back late and my Dad (uncle was mums brother) won't want to drive me home as although I have explained the importance of it to him, he is the sort who refuses to be any more reassuring than well we will try... I live in the next town, where the hospital my scan is at is and I have to be there quite early in the morning so even though my mum is coming to my scan, I want to be in the right town, with dp, because I will need him the night before when I'm freaking out and my mum is notorious for being late and there may be bad traffic on the motorway during rush hour- so I just need to be in the right town... But equally I don't want to be all selfish and egocentric when this my uncles funeral, not just a family get together that we are going to! I am just extremely lucky that they didn't arrange the funeral for my scan day as I don't know how difficult it would be to rearrange without much notice!
I need some reassurance to calm me down a bit as I'm getting a bit worked up!