I'm 36 weeks (tomorrow) and booked in for an elective section on the 25th april....which i know aint far off, consultant has said that if she comes on her own and is in the right position then its best for me to do it naturally.....which is fine by me (DD1 was back to back and 9lb 1oz and wouldnt come down the canal properly as she has a HUGE head!)
But im so fed up already.....i finished work today, and although im pleased i dont have to go in to work every day but now im just fed up at the thought of being bored! lol
DD1 is coming up 3 (in may) and is hard work, shes goin to be going to nursery two mornings a week and i know i can arrange play dates but i just fear for my sanity! lol
Is that really selfish? and horrible?
Im hoping she might come on her own, but would screw my childcare plans up as my mum is coming up to look after DD1 for my section and she lives 250 miles away so early is exciting but kind of inconvenient lol