Hi ladies I'm 29 and hubs is 32 we have 2 children together aged 3 1/2 and 11 months (he has an 8 year old with ex)
Found out I was pregnant again few weeks ago I'm 8 weeks now and booked for abortion on April 2nd ( please don't judge till read)
We was devastated and shocked to say the least we was using protection and I was on the pill this wasn't supposed to happen but god had other plans I feel guilty for booking an abortion if love to have another baby but feel it's to soon and not fair on my other children and also feel I wouldn't cope I'm I'm 2 minds but is that a suitable reason to kill an unborn child that has not done a thing wrong it's just waitin to be born and be loved and I'm about to take it's breaths away from it because I feel I won't cope with 3 I feel so heartless and so left on my own confused and scared I don't want to hurt my child but I feel I can't cope with another so soon but to go on in a few years time and have another after aborting this one would make me the most selfish women alive as why didn't I ever give this one a chance the hurt and thought of doing this to such a precious little heartbeat is tearing me apart but I'm so stuck