Hi - I am wondering if there is anyone out there who can offer me some advice/experience/reassurance...I am 39 weeks pregnant and for the past two months have been suffering with serious anxiety including from time to time intrusive thoughts. I have a history of anxiety/depression - two episodes in the past 10 years, both quickly alleviated with Citalopram. I was taking Citalopram when I became pregnant but quickly tapered off and was fine for 7 months. It has been a difficult year in various ways and I was really pleased that I had no trouble - until the past few weeks. I have resisted taking medication, in part because some days I have felt much better, but the past couple of days have been difficult and I am concerned that I am not going to help myself in dealing with my baby when she arrives if I keep refusing medication - I have been told with my history it would be "prudent" to start medication. My real question concerns which medication to take. As I said, Citalopram has worked well for me but I know that Sertraline has the safest profile for breastfeeding. I want to breastfeed but I am frightened of trying a new medication especially at this stage. Has anyone experience of a similar situation? I do worry about my baby being affected by my medication and although I want to breasfeed, I would consider not doing so in order to avoid finding a further reason to be anxious. Sorry for the long post - but just feeling very afraid and disappointed with myself right now and it would be great to hear from anyone who has been through this.