Anyone *not* want to go into labour?

[Shellywelly1973]

I've had a really crap day. Totally lost it with dc. Ended up breaking ds with sns beloved dsis... Just horrible.

Then I started getting loads of BH. What surprised me was the feeling of dread. The idea of the baby actually being here.

Nothing is going to plan. I built her crib last week but ds8 with sns cant cope with Ds5 moving into his room. So Ds5 will stay in my room & I will sleep in the living room with baby. Will order a carrycot tomorrow & take the crib down. Luckily all bedding is still in packaging.

I'm 10 days away from my due date & the feeling of dread about the birth & the actual baby is increasing by the day.
Exdp isn't involved. No close friends or family. Very isolated...I can't see a way out of this...

Broke the DSi not dsis!!

Hi shelly just wanted to send a very unmumsnetty hug to you. I've read a few of your threads and it sounds like things are pretty tough and you have a lot to deal with on your own. I'm really not surprised you feel like this but I hope once the baby has arrived things will slot into place.

I'm also glad you didn't break any small children as your first post appeared to read